Promotion 2014

Note: Sorry for grammatical errors. My mind is on vacation mode.

I FINALLY PASSED FIRST YEAR!!!!! YEAH!!!! BOOM BABY!!!! A year full of emotional eating, especially almost weekly fix of ice cream, emotional and grade roller coaster and gaining 5 kgs. I just can’t express how happy I am today. I thought this moment would never come. I really thought this will not happen. I had a dream fews days before the promotion board and our final exam in Anatomy. The batch is in chaos because of the promotion. I suddenly feel anxious, thinking that I might not make it. 

The promotion board is scheduled yesterday. But for unknown reason, it was moved today. I’m really restless since yesterday and keep praying that I lift my worries to Him and trust Him. He blessed me with this gift. I really owe this to the big GUY up there. I’m beyond grateful.

I was hesitant before entering med school, I’m not confident with myself. My mother said that I should take this opportunity. Not all can go to med school. She said that if ever I didn’t make it, it is not meant for me. If I’m promoted, God is leading me there.

My batch mates are almost all are smart, talented, and hardworking people. Many of them are scholars. Many are also aspiring to be one. So their grades also reflect. That’s why we have a gap with them and the bottom (including me). I can’t help to compare myself. This really gradually decrease my self-esteem. My motto was “Compete with yourself”. There are moments that I just can’t deal and frustrations are building up and just want to walk away. I came to a point that I pity myself. But after sometime, I realised that I just have to do my best and lift everything to Him.

Then, this came. I feel blessed. 

I’m hoping that this will serve as an inspiration and will keep me forward next school year, that I will do my best and He will do the rest. 

Bear shaped biscuits from Muji. One of the things I bought last Saturday.

Bear shaped biscuits from Muji. One of the things I bought last Saturday.

"Necessasry endings & new beginnings"
CBTL 2014 Giving Journal

"Necessasry endings & new beginnings"
CBTL 2014 Giving Journal

Alone time. Something to eat (by myself) before this day ends. Haha.

Alone time. Something to eat (by myself) before this day ends. Haha.

#throwbackthursday LR 45!

#throwbackthursday LR 45!

at Co Tec Tai Medical Museum

at Co Tec Tai Medical Museum

Pasalubong! Thanks Ika!!!!! ♥

Pasalubong! Thanks Ika!!!!! ♥

Early dinner at Shakey’s with Daddy Bear. Pizza + Carbonara + Banana Split = a sarcastic comment from him

Early dinner at Shakey’s with Daddy Bear. Pizza + Carbonara + Banana Split = a sarcastic comment from him

Finally! #starbuckscardph

Finally! #starbuckscardph

#throwbackthursday (c) Rina Uy Zaide and BS Psych friends! ♡

#throwbackthursday (c) Rina Uy Zaide and BS Psych friends! ♡

#medschool

#medschool

Day 41

Morning: Biochem evals

Afternoon: Biochem lecture

Man, I can’t get enough!

Ginusto ko ‘to. Dapat panindigan ko ‘to!

Repeat  times

#throwbackthursday LEARPSY Learning Diary: Go to ADMU and wear a t-shirt indicating you love DLSU. #medyobadboy

#throwbackthursday LEARPSY Learning Diary: Go to ADMU and wear a t-shirt indicating you love DLSU. #medyobadboy

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